I’m Jade life has not been perfect for me, you know with dealing with depression and the daily life. I’ve been through a lot but you know what I’m now stronger because of the hell that life is. I’ve tried to commit suicide multiple times but for some reason it never worked I will never know why my best friends Diana, Sivonna, Angela, Mel, Kailey, and Andie have not given up on me. I don’t judge people because I know what’s it like to be judged, to not feel beautiful, to hate myself I don’t need other people to tell what’s wrong with me they can just go fuck off if they want to judge. I have learned that in this life you must make the best of it because it will over in a blink of a eye. I still don’t understand why I’m here on earth, but I must be here for something important. Music is my escape from life, it amazes me because it’s everywhere you can turn nothing into something with music. I’m in band I play Alto and Bari Saxophone. My dreams are to just be involved with music after high school I plan on going to New York for collage, then it’s off to England to marry Louis Tomlinson, Zayn Malik, or Liam Payne either of those will work not Harry because that is Sivonna’s. I have about 5 things in this world that makes me happy those things are Diana, Sivonna, puppies, Music, drawing, and tumblr. All of you amazing followers I love you. I am learning that life is an amazing gift that you should never waste, I will no longer waste my life being sad or hating myself and you shouldn’t either because every single person in this world is beautiful. I’m also not even forever single I am 5 ever single because no one want’s this, but I know that one day I will find that one amazing guy who will love every single part of me, he’s just not here yet I have dated douche bag’s and I’m not going back to that no way. I have done things I regret, but honestly every single thing I have done in life and will do in life Sounded Good At The Time every single one of them. Everyone has regrets, but you know what without regrets you would never learn anything. Honestly life is one crazy beautiful mess, when you fall get back up and keep going every time never let go of what you want life is a gift even you don’t realize that now it is you don’t have to deal with anything that doesn’t make you happy. Just take a breath and let the rest come easy.
